My heart is at peace at what is going on now. We may be having a long distance relationship, but what matters is the trust I have in you. <3
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My heart is at peace at what is going on now. We may be having a long distance relationship, but what matters is the trust I have in you. <3
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title: Lord, Help me! This, is not the first time we quarreled but everytime we quarreled, I really hoped it never happened. It hurts my heart. Do you know that?
Every single word you said, lies deeply within my heart. Do you know that I have always been thinking of what you said? Do you know words have sharp ends that hurts? Lord, help me. To understand what she is trying to say and to understand what you are trying to point out to me. I really hope, that this would not be something that would happen often. Help me Lord, to understand what all these confusion is about. Mold me Lord, to be a women after your heart, to do things for not only myself, not only for others, but for your glory. |
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title: The Love of God Communion, a time where we remember what Christ had done on the cross for us. Reminded me of the unfailing love of God, that he loved everyone equally. No matter how much we think that the person is unworthy of our love, Christ had called us to love them as who they are, to love the unlovable, to be a friend unto those who had hurt us, to be a good daughter unto my parents.
In relation to the situation that I had been in, He spoke to me in different manner, assuring me and allowing me to know that he is in control of whatever situation that I am going through. Whatever emotions that I am feeling and whatever that happens is in his hands, that he had never let me go. "Jesus you are my king" a phrase from the song Amazing love, had led me to lift up my emotions and what had been happening at home to him. As what one of my close friend told me on Tues "Pray... Hand Him your thoughts.. Trust him that he would have his way with your parents.." It has definitely not been easy. For the past week, although I have been, time and time again, affected greatly by what had happened, I come to the realization that it was foolishness on my part. He prepared my heart since the beginning of the week for our service today that had spoke right into my heart. My hands were lifted up to Him, as an act of surrender unto Him, all my emotions, all my uncertainties, all my doubts, I have been through, have all been lifted up to Him. All that I desired, all that I wanted, is to dwell in His presence daily. In 1 Samuel 2:18-26, we could see the contrast between the lives of Samuel and the sons of Eli. This story had taught me that God is present in all the circumstances that I am going through. Whatever that had happened, whatever that is happening and whatever that is going to happen, I couldn't control and couldn't change. However, what I could change, what I could do, what I could desire, is to react in a way that God wants me to, to be aware that God is present in these situation, to have faith in Him, to trust in Him and to have a positive attitude towards these situations. May whatever I do, how I respond and my attitude be glorifying unto Him. May He be the anchor of my life, may the chores that I do, the things that I do, be a service unto God as an act of worship. May the words that come forth from my lips pleasing unto you. Labels: Christ, Lessons learnt, Thoughts |
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title: What am I? Mum comes back so late everyday
Giving the excuse that there is events at work Working her Saturday mornings off Telling me that there is no choice Dad calls on and off Never consistent Genuine care, I guess not Me? I'm like a ball Rolling at the center Trying to find a way to keep myself from rolling 2 houses, S'pore and JB... 2 different parents Multiple reason for me to go back to one another's place Would this end? I'm tired of living like a ball I'm tired of pretense exhibited by both of you Can you be real with me? What do you think I am? What has this house turn to? Labels: lost, Thoughts, uncertain |
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title: Lord, I'm tired Lord, I'm tired of staying silent in school and following the crowd in school. The daily things that I am worried of seems so small in your eyes. I have failed to trust you and feels hard to trust you in all these unknown things that are going to and is happening now. I feel so tired trying to do everything on my own. There are still loads of things to be done but I feel really extremely tired.
Lord, may I draw strength from you daily and be rested in you. I need the rest. My back and shoulder feels so tense and tight from all the worries that I am having. There are things that I am concerned about that I couldn't put into words. Won't you Lord, help me..... I need you... |
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title: Break In to Our Relationships In the past week, it has been extremely happening, with me being able to meet up with different groups of people and even being able to help out different friends in their school work. The sense of satisfaction is there. But when we were called to look at Numbers 33:50-56 during our TNG prayer this morning, I realise that there are more to it in a relationship than what we know. Building relationships with our friends, being there for them is one thing, but another thing is to build constant relationship with God. There are many a times in my life, that I confess, that I am not perfect and that I would have neglected God and not spent enough time with him. Today, I saw a whole group of young people, in TNG, asking God to break into our relationships with him and also other people in our lives.
At the end of the prayer session, we had 2 announcements. One of which is about the End of Year TNG camp, the other on Missions to Thailand and East Timor. The trip to Thailand is on the 13th December to around 20th December whereas the East Timor trip will take place on the 26th December till the 2nd January. I felt that I should go for the East Timor Trip as for the Thailand missions trip, I would still be in school then and my examinations wouldn't have ended then. What I am currently feeling led to is to join missions but how and why, I do not know. I only know that God has called me there. As for how I'm going to convince my parents to let me off from 21st - 24th for the TNG camp and thereafter 26th Dec - 2nd Jan for the missions trip, I do not yet know. I am still praying about this and in my mind, I do know one thing, that the response of my parents might be "over your dead body" kind. Although there are many uncertainties, I do know that God work wonders in our lives. I do hope that my fellow brother and sisters would join me in prayer on this. Labels: Break-in, God, missions, Thoughts |
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title: Surrender I have been sharing one of my experiences with my church mates... We were not on time for service... However, I think the part of the service that all of us managed 2 attend was specially catered for us.. Although we didn't join them in the worship or communion, I find that that wasn't important at all for us.... We found the second part of the service most useful for us... I dare to say for all 3 of us but for me, the second part of the service means a lot to me.. Although difficult, but I realise that I have to do it.. No matter what..
Labels: Lessons learnt, My Day, Prayer, Religion, Thoughts, WEB |
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title: Uncertainties |
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title: New Lesson I have learnt the importance of stewardship tonight, after how much I went through for 2 months
I have been tryg 2 look for a swatch watch that I lost 2 months ago and have not been able to find it. The importance of this watch seems to be so great to my mum that she said it couldn't even be exchanged w my life. I just couldn't imagine it. I don't know how to describe it. All I know is that I couldn't find it anymore. All my mum said was this. You sort and straighten the things in your room and anything that belongs to you. If you straighten everything, you would be able to find it. But still, I'm very doubtful... Labels: Lessons learnt, Thoughts |
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title: Thanksgiving I think for today, there are a whole lot of things that happened that I would like to thank God for.
1st - Science Challenge 2009 2nd - UT 2 Result for Cognitive. Well, I attended the first round for Science Challenge a week ago and have been notified that I was to come down to the south agora today for the finals of the Science Challenge 2009. I felt elated then. Just before the Science Challenge, I told myself "chill Grace". I felt scared and all I did was to ask a few of my Campus Crusade, WEB and some of my close secondary school friends for the support which I would be eternally grateful to see 3 of them coming down, all of which are people that I just met a few months ago when I entered RP. When the Science Challenge 2009 result was announced, although almost all of them left the area, I felt so happy!!! I managed to get into the top 3 positions and even gotten 2nd for the entire Science Challenge!!! I managed to get $200 credited into may bank account!!! At the later portion of the evening, I went to check my UT 2 grade for Cognitive, one module that I perpetually hated most and disliked. I was so glad that I managed to get an A Grade for it!!! Thank you Lord, for making my day so eventful and memorable!!! Labels: friends., School, thanksgiving, Thoughts |
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title: Time... Ever since I started school in RP, time flies. Probably because I just have too many things to complete within a short time frame. I have signed up for a couple of activities since school started and have been attending to all these activities nearly everyday after school.
Now, I don't have to attend to all these.. Its H1N1 period where every activities are "posponed till further notice". Thinking back, how I wished that time would stop, right now. There are a lot of things that I would remember for my lifetime... My 16th Birthday Celebration with my sisters in Christ Sentosa Trip with WG Class Cheer Practice in 2008 till 7pm the night before Class Cheer Competition (Both Preliminary Round and Finals) Class O Levels Preperation Class Remedials and tutorial sessions for O Levels Leadership roles in different aspects A certain Breakthrough during Girls Breakthrough 2008 Primary School Children Day Celebration Woodlands Secondary School Graduation cum Prom Night Friendships formed throughout the years... The list goes on and on... As I start thinking of the days that have passed away... Labels: Things, Thoughts, Time |
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title: Could All These Come to An End?? |
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