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title: Lord, Help me!
date: Monday, December 28, 2009
time:8:57 AM
This, is not the first time we quarreled but everytime we quarreled, I really hoped it never happened. It hurts my heart. Do you know that?

Every single word you said, lies deeply within my heart. Do you know that I have always been thinking of what you said? Do you know words have sharp ends that hurts?

Lord, help me. To understand what she is trying to say and to understand what you are trying to point out to me. I really hope, that this would not be something that would happen often. Help me Lord, to understand what all these confusion is about. Mold me Lord, to be a women after your heart, to do things for not only myself, not only for others, but for your glory.

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title: Lord, I'm tired
date: Thursday, October 29, 2009
time:2:45 AM
Lord, I'm tired of staying silent in school and following the crowd in school. The daily things that I am worried of seems so small in your eyes. I have failed to trust you and feels hard to trust you in all these unknown things that are going to and is happening now. I feel so tired trying to do everything on my own. There are still loads of things to be done but I feel really extremely tired.

Lord, may I draw strength from you daily and be rested in you. I need the rest. My back and shoulder feels so tense and tight from all the worries that I am having. There are things that I am concerned about that I couldn't put into words. Won't you Lord, help me..... I need you...

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title: Surrender
date: Saturday, September 12, 2009
time:7:19 PM
I have been sharing one of my experiences with my church mates... We were not on time for service... However, I think the part of the service that all of us managed 2 attend was specially catered for us.. Although we didn't join them in the worship or communion, I find that that wasn't important at all for us.... We found the second part of the service most useful for us... I dare to say for all 3 of us but for me, the second part of the service means a lot to me.. Although difficult, but I realise that I have to do it.. No matter what..

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title: Prayer
date: Monday, September 7, 2009
time:10:06 AM
Prayer out of sudden became such an important factor in my life... With the first WEB Team going forth to East Timor and as I read more about how much they would be going through... If you were to ask me, I would be feeling really terrified and not knowing whether I should go.. I guess this may be one of the reasons why I'm not in the team.. I am not exactly prepared for Missions per say..

Although there was this calling for me to go for missions, I really do not know my directions still.. Hence, prayer would be one that would be the most effective and essential..

Coming back to the missions team. I have heard a lot from some of the team members about their fear of not being able to come back from Timor.. For now.. All we could do is to keep them in prayer as they go forth and set forth their foot in Timor...

These group of people going to Timor are actually my peers.. I guess one of the main reasons I am not with them is that I am not really prepared for this, as yet.. Although I had the calling from God... I still have a lot to learn... Even prayer... I still have to learn how to pray...

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