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title: Do you still love him?
date: Sunday, September 13, 2009
time:9:12 AM
One of my friends asked me this question before he hung up the phone... He said, "tell me one thing, do you still love him?"...

Love hurts... The better you picture the guy to be, if the guy turns out to be another way... U would be the one that gets hurt... Oh wells... I had thought I really loved the guy I was with... Little did I know that his real self was in total difference with the real him... When my other guy friend asked me this question "Grace, do you still love him.." I said no.. The reason that I told him was that it was very simple.. I had 2 learn this lesson the hard way that I should NEVER EVER enter a relationship without knowing the other person for a long time.. I told him "拿得起,放得下" (If I can take it up, I can put it down easily) I have to learn it now...

There are various after effects of me initiating the break up... There are just so much to list... But I doubt I would bore my readers with it.. All I could say is that God works in a miraculous way...

The main reason that I initiated the broke up was due to my parents disagreements... Den I went through 3 phases.. Should I break up? Am I doing the right thing? I must break up!... It was all these that brought me through.. In a few hours.. God planned for this to happen..

He also planned for another thing to take place.. The healing... He allowed me to speak to different individuals about the situation.. Apart from that, the calling from him to surrender the situation unto him was so clear... But it was a very hard journey... Harder than I ever thought it was...


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title: Surrender
date: Saturday, September 12, 2009
time:7:19 PM
I have been sharing one of my experiences with my church mates... We were not on time for service... However, I think the part of the service that all of us managed 2 attend was specially catered for us.. Although we didn't join them in the worship or communion, I find that that wasn't important at all for us.... We found the second part of the service most useful for us... I dare to say for all 3 of us but for me, the second part of the service means a lot to me.. Although difficult, but I realise that I have to do it.. No matter what..

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title: Uncertainties
date: Wednesday, September 9, 2009
time:3:23 AM
At times, we may find it fustrating to have a lot of uncertainties in our lives. However, uncertainties would allow us to learn more and more as the days go by.. You would never know...

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title: New Lesson
date: Tuesday, September 8, 2009
time:10:30 AM
I have learnt the importance of stewardship tonight, after how much I went through for 2 months

I have been tryg 2 look for a swatch watch that I lost 2 months ago and have not been able to find it. The importance of this watch seems to be so great to my mum that she said it couldn't even be exchanged w my life. I just couldn't imagine it. I don't know how to describe it. All I know is that I couldn't find it anymore.

All my mum said was this. You sort and straighten the things in your room and anything that belongs to you. If you straighten everything, you would be able to find it. But still, I'm very doubtful...

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title: Prayer
date: Monday, September 7, 2009
time:10:06 AM
Prayer out of sudden became such an important factor in my life... With the first WEB Team going forth to East Timor and as I read more about how much they would be going through... If you were to ask me, I would be feeling really terrified and not knowing whether I should go.. I guess this may be one of the reasons why I'm not in the team.. I am not exactly prepared for Missions per say..

Although there was this calling for me to go for missions, I really do not know my directions still.. Hence, prayer would be one that would be the most effective and essential..

Coming back to the missions team. I have heard a lot from some of the team members about their fear of not being able to come back from Timor.. For now.. All we could do is to keep them in prayer as they go forth and set forth their foot in Timor...

These group of people going to Timor are actually my peers.. I guess one of the main reasons I am not with them is that I am not really prepared for this, as yet.. Although I had the calling from God... I still have a lot to learn... Even prayer... I still have to learn how to pray...

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title: East Timor!!!
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time:8:33 AM
The first WEB Team is going out to East Timor 2moro!!! I'm really excited!!! Although I am not part of the team... I see this team as one who has indeed answered the calling from God and that they are the ones whom God has chosen to go forth to Timor first... I see them as my peers who have taken up the courage to go forth in Christ's love to the people of Timor.. I would be keeping them in prayer daily..


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