In relation to the situation that I had been in, He spoke to me in different manner, assuring me and allowing me to know that he is in control of whatever situation that I am going through. Whatever emotions that I am feeling and whatever that happens is in his hands, that he had never let me go.

"Jesus you are my king" a phrase from the song Amazing love, had led me to lift up my emotions and what had been happening at home to him. As what one of my close friend told me on Tues "Pray... Hand Him your thoughts.. Trust him that he would have his way with your parents.." It has definitely not been easy.

For the past week, although I have been, time and time again, affected greatly by what had happened, I come to the realization that it was foolishness on my part.

He prepared my heart since the beginning of the week for our service today that had spoke right into my heart. My hands were lifted up to Him, as an act of surrender unto Him, all my emotions, all my uncertainties, all my doubts, I have been through, have all been lifted up to Him. All that I desired, all that I wanted, is to dwell in His presence daily.

In 1 Samuel 2:18-26, we could see the contrast between the lives of Samuel and the sons of Eli. This story had taught me that God is present in all the circumstances that I am going through. Whatever that had happened, whatever that is happening and whatever that is going to happen, I couldn't control and couldn't change. However, what I could change, what I could do, what I could desire, is to react in a way that God wants me to, to be aware that God is present in these situation, to have faith in Him, to trust in Him and to have a positive attitude towards these situations.

May whatever I do, how I respond and my attitude be glorifying unto Him. May He be the anchor of my life, may the chores that I do, the things that I do, be a service unto God as an act of worship. May the words that come forth from my lips pleasing unto you.