Though it was a sunny day, it felt as if the dark clouds had been over me for the past few days since I knew that this was the day where my loved one had to step down from his head councilor position.

I stepped into school with a heavy heart, repeatedly saying to myself that I do not wish to witness the Student Council Investiture – a ceremony showing the passing over of councilor duties to the ‘next generation’. It seemed to me like just yesterday that Purnima, the last head councilor of Woodlands Secondary School, had passed her duties on to him and today, he has to pass on his duties to Suhaila, The next head councilor. The worry that I had for him did not cease. I had no idea why I was soooo worried about him, the life he would live after he stepped down, but I just had to. I had no idea why I was so sad too.

When the time finally came that we had to enter the school hall to witness the ceremony, I was very reluctant. Reluctant to stay on, reluctant to sit down and was even reluctant to sit near to the front of the hall. However, I had to sit at the front despite of the reluctances that I had. Seeing him on stage, giving his final speech and even passing on his duties to Suhaila, all these made me upset and worried.

On my way back to JB, the sec 5 Pala teased me and Him together, tears surged out of my eyes unceasingly. This was the first time I had ever cried for a guy that I had a crush on.